in short, me and my fellow missionaries goofed up a bit. we went for a hike up in a nearby range(which is fine according to the rules, as long as its not a technical climb and its safe, we did this alot in Resende) only when we arrived at the base our guide bailed on us, leaving us alone to do the hike. the spirit already started nagging on me that it wasnt a good idea, but i pridefully snuffed the word of caution with justifications.
as we hiked its was clear that my companions weren´t experienced hikers as i am. but once again i convinced myself that all will be well.
after a few hours we hiked to the top despite the lack of a guide(the trails are not well marked here to say the least...). we had a great view with some good photos. but as we descended, we noticed the hour was late so we picked up speed coming down the mountain. as we did so, i imediately thought about what mom would do if she were here- "SLOW DOWNNN!" i cant almost hear her saying it! but ONCE AGAIN i ignored the quiet promptings of the spirit and focused more on our quick pace and my footwork.
around one turn i cane to see that my companion Élder Alves had picked up some solid speed, and was unable to slow down, so instead of running off the cliff, he ran himslef into some rocks... in that moment i felt hopelessly guilty. how many times had he spirit warned me? how many times had my pride gotten in the way? and now my companion was paying the consquences.
the fall wasnt as bad as it could have been, but the rock did take out a solid chunk out of my companions knee. luckily the bishops wife was too ready to help him get to a GOOD hospital. the poor guy had the wound cleaned and five stitches put in with out anestetics. probably the worst part was the disapointment that i heard in the presidents voice as he cautioned of the dangers of ignoring the spirit. what a humbling experience. if the president felt that way, imaine how the Lord felt? you could say i spent a good part of my night on my kness asking for forgiveness.
well now i feel like Sister Hansen locked in our house, only difference is that this was something we brought on ourselves. i studied chapter 4 of PMG all morning. how could i turn my back on the source of sooo many miralces ive seen and experienced here on the mission? the spirit just help us baptize, he helps us with everything. this was a lesson i´ll never forget. never will i ignore, question, or justify a whisper of the spirit, i depend too much on him! but for now my companion could use your prayer for a quick recovery, i cant wait to get back to work!!
PS here´s a photo of a family we reactivated after 15 years of inactivity, im short on time so i´ll explain next week!"